Yet still,

I cant seem to smile.

So. Now what?

I've finally learn to say

AH picnic later! :D At marina barrage, this noob person dont know how to go T.T HOW! :( But it's like with new poly course mates and i'm so excited! ^^ Finally meeting kimberley. LIKE FINALLY.

(okay the photo no link with the post -.-)

Eh so dinner yesterday, changed to swensens. So full (: But ended so late hahahah. took the bus the went opp. direction and went to the interchange. Ah so me and syg was like huh wth. HAHAHAH DUMB PEOPLE. Then bus-ed back againnnnnnn reached home @ 'round 11 plus. hahahah still so early right. But still, got scolding from mum -.- How nice.

Ah PLEASE DONT RAIN TODAY :( PLEASE.

Faith.

HELLO

HEY HEY~
I'M BACKKKKKKKK :D MIA FOR SO LONG HUH? :/ PS LAH. Was busy with my life! ^^

Should I go for the dinner tonight? Ah I want to makan but still, I'm lazy :( God why am I like this? :(

Faith.

This is not the way!

I'M SO SAD I DON'T KNOW WHY. I JUST SUDDENLY FEEL SO LEFT OUT AND I'M SO WORRIED AND SCARED CAUSE I JUST DON'T WANT TOMO TO COME.
AND I'M SO SICK NOW, TEARY EYES AND BLOCKED NOSE AND NUMB BRAIN AND SWOLLEN ANKLE AND SLIGHT FEVER. WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SO MISERABLE.

I FEEL SO SAD AND..I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT.
FUCK I FEEL SO WORTHLESS.

If I really don't exist, will anyone even bother? Tomo is the finals for Singapore Idol and oh, that'll act as a kind of comfort for me. At least the people in the show are actually cheering and I'm imagining it as a kind of birthday song for me.

LOOKIE!

HAHAHAHAHA SERI I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS :D

But how do you know my blog address?