HI, I LIKE YOU(alot)

2010-04-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

Yet still,

I cant seem to smile.

So. Now what?

I've finally learn to say

2010-03-30T09:36:00.003+08:00

AH picnic later! :D At marina barrage, this noob person dont know how to go T.T HOW! :( But it's like with new poly course mates and i'm so excited! ^^ Finally meeting kimberley. LIKE FINALLY.

(okay the photo no link with the post -.-)

Eh so dinner yesterday, changed to swensens. So full (: But ended so late hahahah. took the bus the went opp. direction and went to the interchange. Ah so me and syg was like huh wth. HAHAHAH DUMB PEOPLE. Then bus-ed back againnnnnnn reached home @ 'round 11 plus. hahahah still so early right. But still, got scolding from mum -.- How nice.

Ah PLEASE DONT RAIN TODAY :( PLEASE.

Faith.

HELLO

2010-03-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY~
I'M BACKKKKKKKK :D MIA FOR SO LONG HUH? :/ PS LAH. Was busy with my life! ^^

Should I go for the dinner tonight? Ah I want to makan but still, I'm lazy :( God why am I like this? :(

Faith.

This is not the way!

2009-12-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

I'M SO SAD I DON'T KNOW WHY. I JUST SUDDENLY FEEL SO LEFT OUT AND I'M SO WORRIED AND SCARED CAUSE I JUST DON'T WANT TOMO TO COME.
AND I'M SO SICK NOW, TEARY EYES AND BLOCKED NOSE AND NUMB BRAIN AND SWOLLEN ANKLE AND SLIGHT FEVER. WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SO MISERABLE.

I FEEL SO SAD AND..I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT.
FUCK I FEEL SO WORTHLESS.

If I really don't exist, will anyone even bother? Tomo is the finals for Singapore Idol and oh, that'll act as a kind of comfort for me. At least the people in the show are actually cheering and I'm imagining it as a kind of birthday song for me.

LOOKIE!

2009-12-24T15:50:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA SERI I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS :D

But how do you know my blog address?

I WANT TO LEARN MALAY!

2009-12-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

HECTIC!
okay shall update the kind people who comes to my blog every now and then about my busy holidays:
1. Spartans outing
2. 6hrs in library (found only 2 books in the end. But I felt so learned when I walked out of the library. hahahaha bodoh)

okay now get ready for the hectic week coming!
1. Job training tomo
2. Cupcakes making
3. Giving out prezzies
4. Celebrate Christmas with my 2 babes
5. Dinner with babe no.1 and sirec.
6. Countdown partay?

And goes 2009(the F. year),
comes 2010!
In Jan would be
1. Release of O levels result (this thing is gonna scare the shit hell out of me)
2. Starting of my job!(L)

And the rest, sighs
I dont know what to expect. Hope it will go well. No, IT MUST GO WELL. EVEN IF IT DOES NOT, I WILL MAKE IT.
Cause' wo shi superman
ni shi loser! :D

CIAO, babes and hunks(:

Cause Imma Free Bitch Baby!

2009-12-18T11:20:00.002+08:00

I HAVE SO MANY THINGS ON MY MIND WHAT TO DO? I WANT TO SHOUT IT OUT BUT WHERE? I WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT WHO? I NEED SOMEONE'S LOVE BUT WHO? I FEEL SO FUCKIN' LEFT OUT OF EVERYTHING BUT MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I DIN'T TRY HARD ENOUGH.
HOME IS NO LONGER THE COMFYANDHAPPY PLACE TO LIVE IN, BUT HAS TURNED TO THE COLDANDDEPRESSING PLACE JUST OVERNIGHT. I HATE THIS. MY MUM WILL NEVER ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THE MESSAGE I'M TRYING TO PATIENTLY CONVEY BUT ONLY SEES THE JEALOUSY WITHIN ME. IMMA HUMAN SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO HAVE? THE LIMITLESS PATIENCE OF A SAINT? SORRY BUT NO. FUCKIN' PISSED OFF AND YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. FOREVER PRO-BRO. THEN FOR WHY THE FUCKIN' HELL DID YOU BOTHER TO GIVE BIRTH TO ME? JUST BECAUSE I WENT JOGGING IN THE NIGHT AND YOU CAME SCREAMING LIKE FUCK AND WHEN HE WENT CLUBBING FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT YOU DON'T EVEN DARE TO RAISE YOUR VOICE. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH YOU WERE DEAD. AT LEAST YOU WON'T ADD ON TO MY ALREADY MISERABLE SOUL AND MAYBE I COULD FEEL HAPPIER AND ENJOY MYSELF MORE AND I COULD AT LEAST UNDERSTAND THE REAL MEANING OF 'FAIRNESS'.

Sorry for the colourful words I cant control myself and I dont want my mum to die cause I may not live without her. I'm so sorry, yet so angry. Fuck.

Lucky Draw.

2009-12-15T13:10:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHEHE NOT SICK ANYMORE :D
(Y)(Y)(Y)

Got some really really really cool job! That is, to take photos for pri 1 and 6 kids! hahahah so cool rightttt 8) Got super advanced DSLR + laptop + scanner + tripod stand :D
Starting work at around jan and so I still got time to shop!(Y) But I dont have moneh! (inserts sad face)

heheheh okkay I'm so excited so I'm actually praying for time to pass :/ oh and, I will not be taking the O level results with the big cohort cause I'm like working on that day and I'm so relieved. Don't need to feel that kind of feeling again and then can just get my results silently, either weep or smiles are also none of your business hahahah. Okay I just realised that the sentences above don't make much sense. To put it simply, I'm not taking the results with you and you and you, and even if I cry over my results, you'll also not be able to see that. And I like the fact that you can't see(:
At least this puts my heart to peace(Y)

Okay,
CIAO!

Mad cow disease.

2009-12-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

1. Dint sleep for 48hrs yet still not sleepy
2. Repainted whole room yet not tired
3. Dry + sore throat
4. Fever in afternoon, miraculously recovered by evening
5. Still can blog
6. Still can FB
7. Still can MSN

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!
THIS IS SO FREAKY I SWEAR.

All these, are just shows staged.

2009-12-08T14:31:00.001+08:00

I♥♥QUOTES.

What if it rains tomo?
:(

Gotta Get That.

2009-12-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEH OKAY THIS IS SO BITCHY
:B

9Dec outing @ marina barrage, we shall spam talk spam food spam fun and spasm. HAHAHAHAHA okay shush. Oh I need job! :(
Brenda oh Brenda where are youuuuuuuuu :'(

Think I'm getting the job for pri sch thingy if this carries on. Sighs.
And I thinkj I've gotton over that incident alrd. (Y)

Ciao!

YOURS TRUELY.

2009-12-04T15:25:00.002+08:00

BEFORE YOU THINK THAT I'M EGOISTIC, THINK AGAIN.
I'm so FAT that you can't see my face so how d' you see that I'm actually laughing at you?
YOU'RE SO PRESUMATIVE
AND IT'S SO IRRITATING,
BUT I DON'T CARE CAUSE YOU CAN'T SEE THE EXPRESSION ON MY FACE.
HEHEHEHEHEHE

But I've tried my best.

2009-12-02T15:57:00.001+08:00

Somehow i think that the gathering later on will fail miserably. Sincere apologies if that did really happen :(

Ain't supergirl.

2009-12-01T13:54:00.003+08:00

Sorry but I need to get away from all this chaos for a while. I promise to be back readers and friends, but not for the time being.
And thankyou for making me realise that I'm not who I expect myself to be and I am so going to find my real self because your comments had always meant so much to me. The words just pierced right through me and I thought that it was all going to stop but yet the words came like blows and it hurts so so much. Why can't you just see my change? Sorry for being bitchy sorry for being loud.
sorry,
but I hate you,
dear.

[/EDITED]
Ho...ho...
Yeah...
Ho...ho...oh...ooh...ooh...

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you're distraught and in pain
Without anyone

We keep prayin' to be saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't

Find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

Hoo...hoo...doo doo doo
Ooh...hoo...mmm...hmm...

And if you keep falling down
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on

Step fastly
And you'll find what you need
To prepare
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face

And sure they tell you
You'll never pull through
Don't hesitate
Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain

Ooh, yes, you can
Mmm...hmm...
You can make it through the rain

Through the rain - Mariah Carey.

Okay I'm feeling so slightly better. Thanks.

Happy girl.

2009-11-28T12:30:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHEH NEW WARDROBE :D

So much loves!

DIY-ed everything and muscles aching so much right now! :(

But you see, the satisfaction..better than anything! :D :D :D

So when December comes, my room would be like transformed into:

1. green paint on two walls

2. red paint on another 2 walls

with new:

3. clock

4. carpet/rug

5. curtains

6. decos!

AHWOOOO I'M SO EXCITED! :D

December december december december december december *chants*

So many things to look forward to! :D

YAY! I'm so satisfied just by the thought of it :B

CIAO!

{16 Penpal}

2009-11-26T15:51:00.001+08:00

SORRY BLOG, YOU ARE DEAD.
sighs. No mood to blog lah! so sick :(

:D

2009-11-24T17:11:00.001+08:00

Dinner with Gek later! :D

CIAO!

2009-11-21T13:07:00.003+08:00

(sorry for bad quality photos. Was taken by phone's camera.)

PROM. hehehehehe so fun! :D But the food served was.. not to my liking, i can say. Saw many chio girls and handsome boys yesterday! hahahahah. Took many photos and all in other people's camera. Waiting for them to upload! :D

I(L) my dress yo! And my heels! and not my nails. hahahah nails was total FAILURE. Bad quality nail polish! Tsk3.

Oh and see the photos uploaded, I freaking won the lucky draw! :D But too bad is pasta mania's voucher. Not a great fan of it, though. And that's so wasted :(

But nevermind! Wanna go shopping and tanning. Anyone interested? And of course, not forgetting my one on one date with Gek and date with Uo6! (L)(L)

CIAO!

{15 OffEngine}

2009-11-18T12:17:00.006+08:00

PHOTO OF THE DAY!

Birthday girl! :D

OKAY, pictures are up! Dead tired. Sorry no captions, cause lazy + no suitable captions + sleepy + hungry. so yah, dint upload at FB cause only so little photos, and happy birthday mil! Hope you enjoyed this 'party' planned for you(:

CIAO!

Off to sleep. ZZ.
Oh and, RC tomo.

{14 Needless}

2009-11-18T11:14:00.002+08:00

Matthew, Guy supposed to wear yellow.
Totally spoiled my mood manzxzxzxz. *bang wall*

Sighs. I should get over this soon and yeah, back to R.C tomo.

{13 Maiden}

2009-11-14T11:53:00.005+08:00

Beautiful heels!

Total amount spent on heels + mask + dress + clutch + food +belt + swimming suit <$200! CHEAP OR WHAT?

Yam Ice-cream! (L)(L)

Kimchi-like stuffs. NICE!

Dory fish and rice with cheese toppings! YUMZXZXZXZX.

Poh's mango ice cream! Nice(:

Poh's terriyaki chicken(?)

Set meallllllll(: With soup and kimchi-like stuffs and freeflow ice cream and drinks! :D

SHOPPING WITH POH YESTERDAY AND I GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED! :D

We even got the yellow sunflower! Muahahaha but ours all broke, leaving us with the flower and the short stem but heck, we got flowers! :D

Wootssssssssssssss am so excited! Okayyy off to audi and and Poh can audi alrd! :D

CIAO!

{12 Lard}

2009-11-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

TOMO'S!

Okay people, I invented a word: 'SIAK!' <-- it has no meaning, but yet lots of meaning! ((:
&&cutting my fringe today and yes, hope that it turns out well so that I can wear it down tomo :D

CIAO, PEOPLE! :D

{11 Kayen}

2009-11-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

YAY I GOT JOB WOO! YAY JOB AS BOOKSHOP SALES YAY JOB WITH GLYNNIS YAY JOB AT DEYI! OKAY WTH BUT I GOT NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE EVERYDAY AUDI AUDI AUDI AUDI AUDI AUDI AUDI THEN FB FB FB FB FB FB FB THEN BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG THEN AUDI BACK AGAIN. WTH NICE LIFE I HAVE THANKYOU VERY MUCH.

I'm mad okay bye bye.

{10 Juvenile}

2009-11-11T10:06:00.002+08:00

I feel like a super heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeero :D
I want to become a guy for just one day.
Sighs.

I want foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood x87627
:(

&&, it's my life. Think about this when you talk about it. Thankyou and have a nice day.

{o9 InstantMee}

2009-11-09T09:56:00.002+08:00

Just finished my breakfast -kimchi flavoured maggi mee + one egg + one cup of soya bean!
YUMzx. BUT will grow fat right? :/

Okay so, I've like finally drew up a post-olevels playtime plan and TADAH! going to show you guys! :D
(Well, if you are really interested. I don't force people!)
(Not in order lah, though the first few are like confirmed.)

1. 13th, shopping with POH for prom
2. 16th, playhouse!
3. 17th 18th 19th RedCamp - SPARTAN!
4. 20th Prom @ (i still don't know where is it!)
5. JB, date to be confirmed.
--
6. Cutting of fringe, rebonding(maybe) of hair
7. Spree for stuffs (like those tees, shorts, eyeliner etcetcetc)
8. Looking for job! (Need intro!)
9. Not going back for alumni <-- LOL
10. Sun tanning
11. ECP @ somewhere mid december? (IZRA PLANNING. hahaha)
12. Uo6 outing? (please?)
13. Clean my room! (piles of worksheets and textbooks and notes lying around!)
14. Paint my room! (I want red, black and white!)
15. Change a new fan
16. Print photos out
17. Reorganise my photo album
18. Get a new phone (okay this is desperate.)
19. Go jogging! *points to myself and laugh*
20. Baked rice with Gek?
21. Diet! (I've been llike talking about this for years, but I'm so gonna make it true this time round! Hopefully :B )
22. Let my hair grow longerrrr (don't cut!)
23. Make reading a hobby (Let's say..1 book/week?)
24. Try to grow a teeny weeny bit taller! (um. 1cm?)
25. [to be continued] *i can see you roll your eyes alrd!*

Okay, for prom I need to get:
- Dress
- The mask thingy
- Heels
- Some foundation stuffs
:D
Spree with me, POH!

CIAO,
and yay,
5 more days to fun!!! :D

{o8 Helicopter}

2009-11-07T08:32:00.003+08:00

Be that sprinkles! Bring colour to everyone's life(:

HAHAHA.(this is random!)

Rebonding? (gimme suggestions please) :D

{o7 GreatDepression}

2009-11-03T15:23:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI:D
SUPER HIGH TODAY WOO!

Nothing really happened, but you know today's paper..**hinthint** Lololololol Madness.
Okay folks,
3 more papers; 2 more subjects to go Yayness (:
I still got Chinese! D: sighxzxzxzxzxz

1. JB
2. Shopping with Poh
3. 16th
4. Prom
5. ECP with Rainbow
Hah. My Post-O levels! *smilesbroadlyyyyy*

Okay I'm tiredly shagg. High-ed to much. LOL okay I want MacD, LJS, Mos's milk tea && baked riceeeeee :(
STARVING[insertsbigbig sad face]

{o6 FuckYou}

2009-10-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

Why find me only when you are in trouble? Just who am I to you?

2009-10-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

Rest in peace, Grandad, cause you know that I'll miss you so.

{o5 Elephant legs}

2009-10-19T14:26:00.003+08:00

SOMEDAY I'LL CLOSE THIS PLACE DOWN.

1WEEK TO MUG FOR CHEM AND MATHS!
sighs,
i need 24hr tutor :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Anyone willing? *open eyes big big*
I'll pay you, if results are gurranteed!!!
(you can text me!)

{o4 Denial}

2009-10-16T09:20:00.002+08:00

"Don't indulge in self-pity."

LET'S TAKE RED. IT'S MY FAVOURITE COLOUR(:
(L)
PROM?
OVERNIGHT?
CHALET?
&& OF COURSE, 29 MORE MILES TO GO!
YAY!
:D
SHOPPING ON 13TH,
REDCAMP ON 17TH,
PROM ON 20TH.
SIGHS.
POST O-LEVELS AINT THAT REWARDING AS I EXPECTED.
SIGHS xABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

WELL, PEOPLE,
9 MORE DAYS!
(:

{o3 Confession}

2009-10-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH, REALLY.

(I'll let my results prove everything, 'cause like you said, hardwork pays off.)

{o2 Bye.}

2009-10-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Graduation Day for Class'o9

Will miss unity,

will miss friends.

Thank You Guys For All The Beautiful Memories.

As We Mark On Our Future Endeavors,

Don't Forget To Remember The Times We Had.

Study Hard And Smart For The Remaining Days,

And Also Not Forgetting,

Let's Keep In Touch.

ALL THE BEST,

WENDY-TANG.

{01 ABCs}

2009-10-06T15:46:00.005+08:00

Men best show their character in trifles, where they are not on their
guard. It is in the simplest habits, that we often see the boundless egotism
which pays no regard to the feelings of others and denies nothing to itself. -
Arthur Schopenhauer
I'm trying, are you?
3 more days to graduation, and I want photos with everyone.
not forgetting, 2o more days to O's
How about Prom?
Camera on Friday(:

MUST TRY!

2009-09-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

OMG SO TRUE except for the intelligence part. HAHAHA.

WENDY.

:(

2009-09-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

I PROMISE, PROMISE NOT TO PON SCHOOL ANYMORE. I'LL MAKE SURE I GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY, WHEN REQUIRED. 25th is just a lousy day. SUCKS :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
:( :( :( :( :( :(
90 sad faces, just nice for being sad 3 times everyday
:(
And this, is for today.

WENDY.

JACK AND JILL.

2009-09-25T09:50:00.002+08:00

Today's 25th September.
Today, there's school.
Today, I'm at home.
Yes,
pon-ed school.
Not sick.
(:

Don't ask me why. Just don't feel like it. Irritated with school recently, 'cause what we did everyday was just going through of mock papers. And within 2 periods, only 7-8 questions covered. So you see, just one full paper will take us almost 1 week? It's just simple calculation. You can do it.
Right?

okayyyy so was chatting with Chaoyan yesterday night, and talked 'bout prom. Sigh. So difficult to choose! Signed up for RedCamp and then realised that the next day was prom. LOSER!
:( Suddenly, oh just so suddenly, I don't feel like going for Prom anymore..and maybe, Class chalet too. Sigh xabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
(Inserts sad sad sad face here)

30 more days,
and everyone would be freed.
Hang on!!!

WENDY.

OXYGEN-DEBT

2009-09-21T15:25:00.003+08:00

35 more days.

and I'm still so not ready :(

So many aims to achieve! Don't know if I'm like up to that standard? == so depressing! Needa work hard on my Science, from 2F9s to 1B3 and 1B4. Can I can I can I? :/ How? God save me, please.

Mummy says that she wanna move. But to where? I don't feel like moving house! Cause, cause..idk. I just don't like the idea. Sucks.

I FORGOT THE WAY I USED TO MEMORISE MY NOTES!!!!!!!!! :((

DAMN IT.

WENDY.

SO WHAT YOU THINK?

2009-09-08T14:50:00.001+08:00

My friend says that my blog is emo.
So I'll post something happy!

1.MY BROTHER IS NOW HOME AND I THINK HE'S STAYING PUT AND NOT GOOING BACK TO MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE!!!!
CAN'T WAIT TO 'QUARREL' AND 'TRICK' HIM AGAIN!!! SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;D
2.WENT FOR HOUT HOUSING FOR CHEM AND I PASS THE PAPERS!!!!! THIS IS SO OMG WOO WOW HAPPY KAY. CAUSE I PASS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LONG 2 YEARS STUDYING CHEMISTRY. HAPPY OR WHAT? :D

7 more weeks, 40+ more days, 4 more subjects, 50+ chapters, abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz more problems :((
I just cant cant cant put you at the back of my minddddddddddddddddddddd. *bangs wall*

WENDY.

Righty-yyy

2009-09-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

People go through stagnant phases all the time, wondering why on Earth are they doing what they are doing and what are they going to do next. Sometimes time comes to a standstill, when you have difficulty even thinking of what to eat for the next meal and you ended up just skipping them, one by one. But yet sometimes, you keep stuffing food into your mouth, without realizing how much you've eaten and if you were hungry in the first place. Sooner or later, you're gonna see a fat ass-ed wendy. Soon :( Needa go on diet! I'm tooooo lazy to go jogging, even though the park's just opposite my house. hahaha.

'Cause it's always raining in my head;
forget all the things I should've said.

What to do?

7 more weeks, 50 more days.

what the hell is this I cant concentrate.

Btw, jiayou for all students sitting for your N level examinations next week(:

WENDY.

6H'o5

2009-09-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Lotsa love for them(:

Dint manage to meet up with my pri school teacher yesterday and dint even managed to wish her a Happy Teacher's Day. Depressing you know?
Hope you guys have a fun time with your primary school teachers and CHEERS!

8 more weeks, 55 more days.
Take care, all(:

WENDY.

NEED YA.

2009-08-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you just look back and laugh at your silliness. and that was I did. Read my diary once again, realized how naive I was, to cry for you and to celebrate your achievements. But you never did what I did. YES I KNOW I'M IRRITATING. But for what? Think. Get your hint from here "If it dint matter, I won't spend my time thinking about it." See how important are you?
Hate this feeling
Hate being me
Hate being wendy tang hui tze.
Suck being me.
D:

Miss, missing, missed you.
Should I just rip you off my heart?
Maybe yes, cause it'll spare me the torture.

50+ more days to O's, no time to entertain such thoughts.
Jia you, wendy!
GO GO GO!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!

:D

Hope this motivation lasts.
==
CIAO!

WENDY.

big time loser

2009-08-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

screwed teacher's day card totally.
suck or what?

:'(

WENDY.

Y=mX+c where X, m, c = 0 and Y = yours truely.

2009-08-28T10:37:00.000+08:00

1. Headache + flu = never go school
2. mdm mok had chickenpox, replaced by mr shamugunm(?)
3. mdm aishah pregnant, mr arul came, 2 teachers for one subject
4. miss wendy keep coming into our class when mr ng's not here. hate her.
5. humanities badly done, 2hrs with Potassium Hydroxide
6. potato scolded us, found him eccentric.
7. chinese lesson disrupted by a group of girls that can't stop laughing irritatingly >:(
8. happy teacher's day celebration on mon, we got AEP ==
9. loner these few days
10. frequent bad hair days
11. pocket money can't be saved anymore, spent too much.
12. miss primary school clique
13. miss primary school teachers
14. miss primary school canteen's food
15. miss primary school's toilet
16. became shorter by 1cm, grew fatter by 3KG :((
17. eye infection at side of eye, hurts damn lot when blinked ==
18. no self-discipline these few days
19. strong cravings for dark choc and ice-cream
20. no life. (school, lessons, recess, lessons, break, AEP, home, studies, sleep)Xabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

FML.

WENDY.

THE BIG O.

2009-08-23T12:20:00.001+08:00

Be unafraid to show your vulnerability,
Just remember to always learn from it.

O levels coming in prox. 2mths and 1week. Started my revision alrd, and hoping that my hard work pays off, from L1R4 - 31 to L1R4<15. HAHA. Dont ask me if I can achieve it not. I laugh at it, sometimes. Retaking Chinese after a long decision, and realized that I dint regret it. Finally, a decision that I believe in(: PRAY! A2 to A1. LOL.

Sometimes I just hope that we can fast-forward to post-O levels days. Oh My, shopping and photo-taking and little trips had never been so enticing :(
Things I want to do after O levels:
1. Shop for Prom
2. Sleepovers at friend's
3. Little outing just between Uo6 girls
4. Sun tanning @ beach
5. Take up some sports (tennis or squash? :D)
6. Shopping spreeeeeeeeeeee
7. Maybe learn some instruments
8. Photo taking with every of my friends!
9. Class chalet
10. Genting(w clique)
11. Overseas :(
12. Get a job that seriously PAYS
13. LOSE FATS(!!!)
14. Burn my books! (hahahahaha okay just joking)
So far that's all I can think of. Oh,
15. Make reading a hobby
hahaha seriously I want O levels to pass. But yet I'm not fully prepared for the last battle. What to do? Face it straight. HAHA LOSER :/
Screwed O level english oral, screwed O level chinese, screwed science SPA, screwed everything. Why is it that everywhere I go, disaster follows? Sighxzxzxzzxz.

Yes, I know, sometimes I just have too much to say.
Bye, people

WENDY.

Cause I'm only human.

2009-08-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

At one moment when we were counting down to 2009
and here I am standing at the ending of the year
wondering what have I achieve till date?

Every thing's just lumped on me.
guess it's cause I am in the stage of getting used to everything
wanted to find a confidant
but couldn't name exactly who could really 100% understand how I felt,
in a situation and position as such,
everything will be over soon, I hope.

But have I slowly faded away from all of your lives?
there was no continuation of the memories of us
even in our daily lives
perhaps we have slowly learnt to forget

my true joy
where have you been
stop hiding
for I am sick of this never ending search game
if you all have forgotten me,
at least I hope I was present in one of your best memory.
I miss my friends
and everyone that had once existed in my life.

I miss you, especially lot.
Gone and felt that half of me was missing
I dint know it could have such huge impact on me
and my life
Love kills,
yet it entices you to be back for more.

No, I'm not emo
So stop poking your nose into my matters
and stop asking me
what's going on.

I'm just tired.

I hate living up to expectations,
especially so if the person who expects me to be understanding doesn't put him/her in my shoes.
It's exasperating
you know?
To be giving in all the time
and not getting anything in return.
And if I refuse,
people will start blabbering on how much I've changed
and how rude I've become.

I have had enough
and I just want to live my life,
peacefully, free of nosy parkers.
Fuck off,
seriously, just fuck off.

Yes, I'm whiny
and you may think that why is this idiotic girl complaining over such tiny matters.
Put yourself in my shoes, bastard.

WENDY.

I'M NOT DEPRESSED.

2009-08-15T17:08:00.001+08:00

O Level Mother Tongue Results Coming Out Next Wednesday And O Level English Oral On Next Thursday. Preliminary Results On Next Monday And Tuesday.
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BYE, WENDY.

YOU BELONG WITH ME.

2009-08-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

Got results back and things just aint up to my expectations. I can't even pass my SS! What more can I do? I gave my 100% effort in this prelims and this is what I get. So, the fault lies with me. Studying late into the night, doing notes, memorising stuffs after stuffs proved to be a faliure, deep deep faliure.
Oh my GOD. The Big O's just 2mnths2weeks left, proximately 60++ days. And still am failing subjects. Dropped Amaths which meant that I need to get really really good results for the remaining ones and I wonder, if I'm up to that standard.

But my friend told me that,(ready for the long long councelling? All right, here we go..)
"prelims ain't everything. You may get good grades at prelims but that doesn't necessary secure your 6 A1s during The big test. Just know that you've given your 100% effort this time round and you hadn't felt guilty about it. The prelims's test drive on your effort put in. Results arn't going to pull you down right? Cause you know you have that final chance, that final finishing line waiting for you to dash across it, with flying colours. Since you know that given your 100% effort wasn't enough to reach your goals, then put in your 200% effort this time round. Suffer for the remaining months, remaining hours, mins and seconds. Because you know you're going to do it, and you can do it. Remember, you don't want to feel uncertain after the papers. You just want to feel confident. To feel confident, study and revise. One final dash is all you need. Don't think of giving up when it gets tough. Just know, you're doing this for yourself, not any one else(but me!). The ball is in your hands and it's up to you how you want to play it. Do it good or bad, you've yourself(well, maybe me.) to answer to. Go on Wendy, you can do it. Don't feel discouraged(:"
Lengthy? Yes. Imagine yourself in my shoes. Sitting infront of the laptop and he throws you this lengthy post, on MSN. How crazy can this be? Hahah. The words in brackets are what he said, so please don't think that I have split personality. Haha.
Lengthy it may be, but it kind of motivated me, to put in my 200% effort(:
Oh and to share more 'quotes' from him to you:
"Just study, any doubts, ask. The teachers are there for you."
"Don't think of giving up. You've studied all these subjects for almost 2 years and now you're going to tell me you're giving up? Then you'll be the stupidest person in the world."

Good motivator, isn't he? Haha. So ya, if you are also feeling discouraged and dissatisfied like me, hope this lenghty speech motivates you, like how it motivated me(:

JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!
:D

WENDY.

Hopes Dashed, Dreams Broken.

2009-08-12T19:53:00.001+08:00

This hurts so much, for me to try so hard and you being nonchalant about it. I'm trying very very hard and I prayed so hard but nothing, just nothing came out of it and it's so so depressing. It made me believe that nothing's gonna work out for us and nothing's gonna bring us back. This sucks, really. Hopes dashed and..and..nothing, nothing can be used to describe my feelings. It's as though everything has been snatched off me and I feel ripped apart. It hurts, do you understand? And I just couldn't take my eyes off you. I miss you, do you?

:'(

But on a lighter note, I got A2 for my CCA! This is what I call a miracle, because I dint know that my teacher's so generous.

WENDY.

IN FACT.

2009-08-08T08:45:00.000+08:00

Steamboat and mahjong @ crystal's house was FUNNNNNNNNN.
Some others watch 'see no evil' and screamed damn loudly. HAHA.
Oh, not forgetting the cutting of cake for Geo's birthday! :D

I can't possibly tell you the details but you know, it's so damn fun :D
THANKS CRYSTAL!!! :D

WENDY.

PLAIN JANE.

2009-08-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school and believe it, I became a photographer for one day! ohmygod. hahaha everything is fun except for the weather, damn hot sia! omg. Perspired like nobody's business == Being a Camera man isn't an easy job! Whipped out camera and start snapping arnd, unknowingly, took about 150 photos. LOOL. Finally finished and went up to the hall and continued my job. heh. SEC 3S PERFORMANCES WERE SO OH-MY-GOD NICE! So so so much better than ours :/ Damn entertaining lah oh my god.
Couldn't stand the heat in the hall and went up to the third floor. Saw putri and firdiana and went over to chat with them(: Firdiana took my camera and went to try it out. LOL. Then need to rush back home to bathe. I SWEATED DAMN LOT >:
Finally saw my NPCC juniors omg, LIEW JIA HAO GREW SO TALL! :O siao siao. Realized my juniors were damn cute. LOL ESPECIALLY JIA HAO. Did parade 3 times alrd still say scared. TSK. (haha okay lah i also. LOOL)

Homed and going out later :D
To crystal's house!
Should I bring my laptop or my camera? OMG.

WENDY.

&&why is everyone so surprised that I became a photographer? especially Tan jia wei, said i look funny when taking photos. REAllY?

Available And Unavailable.

2009-08-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the last paper and I've got nowhere to go! Gay-shit :(
Everyone's occupied and busy. How depressing! :(

I WANT TO GO OUT. WHO'S KIND ENOUGH TO ACCOMPANY ME?
omg. I can't stand rotting at home, after prelims. sadsad!
please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please bring me out, along with you :D
I'M SO BORED AT HOME!
Gahh.

Walked from yew tee back home with shi chuan and realized it dint take me 1/2 hour. Laughs. We took about 18 mins! wow-wow. Maybe walking to school tomorrow. HAHAHA. By public transport i need 1/2 hr, but if i go by feet, i think at most about 25 mins? Can lose weight also. Omg kill two birds with one stone :D But I will sweat alot and I will feel frustrated. LOOL.
Never mind, I always feel better after sweating. WERIDO :3

Taking photos for school on friday(if approved) and it'll be the first time! Jeshua, do guide me along. Haha. I think I'm so influenced by Jeshua on snapping photos :B Can you believe I'm doing this for the school of mine? I can't believe myself too! :O

WENDY.

Time Heals The Wounds That You Feel.

2009-08-04T12:27:00.003+08:00

IMMA A TOUGH COOKIE AND NOTHING IS GOING TO PULL ME DOWN AND I WILL ONLY GET STRONGER EVERY TIME I FALL.

I AM BRAVE AND STRONG

LIKE A TREE IN THE COLD WINDY NIGHT

I AM BRAVE AND STRONG

NEVER TO CRY EVEN WHEN I FALL

I HAVE TO PAY FOR WHAT I WANT

EVEN IF IT MEANS GIVING UP EVERYTHING.

Yes I've changed. But so do you.

I really really really feel like giving up but my conscience says no.

WENDY.

It's gonna have to hurt.

2009-08-03T15:31:00.003+08:00

Told you I'll be back :D

Went to school late today, skipped AM paper. I dint even study for that! OMG LAZINESS. Tomorrow's another rest day for me, before slack papers like bio and chem PAPER 1. LOLOL. But still need to study right? :3

Prelims were okay, except that we all thought it SHOULD be harder. Chem paper 2 is ____. Those bang on organic chem ones sure pass. Is like 70% of the paper is organic chem lor. Suck like what. Of course, I dint bang on organic chem, and that's a very very very bad thing -- high chance of failing my chem(again). (inserts kuku face)

Whatever, practice practice practice! Needa work super uber damn hard for my O's alrd. Cause I know my prelims results sure CMI :B

I DID STUDY! But ya, you know, due to unforeseen circumstances, what I studied dint come out and it worked the other way round. Suay or what? :(

Steamboat @ crystal's this friday + MAJONG. Hoho.

School's celebrating National Day + Racial Harmony on that day. Maybe I should just turn up (: If not, my attendance for the week would be bad. And I would get harassed by the GO :C

WENDY.

2009-07-12T16:20:00.003+08:00

BYE, READERS.

I'll miss ya'

PS. Remember, I have 2 faces.

And don't worry, I'll be back (:

Starts with goodbye.

2009-07-08T11:41:00.003+08:00

Sorry to have hurt or offended you. Am in a bad mood recently, and I may have offended you, but it's not intentional. Din't attend school today. Sprained my ankle(again) yesterday while crossing the road and it became swollen. However bad it may seem, at least it gave me a reason to cry. Though it's OBVIOUSLY not over the swollen and sprained ankle. I need a break from everything, studies, friends, families, teachers and many more. But prelim's just days away and there's no way I can have a long break. What to do? However cliche it may sound, it's as though I'm a rubber band and has been stretched to the limit. Anymore, and it'll snap. I guess I'll just have to face it straight in the cruel face of time.

This hurts so much. Too deep, too strong, too intentional. And who, who understands?

All Out Of Love.

2009-07-06T13:41:00.003+08:00

Many pieces of me are missing, but it doesn't hurt when it's supposed to be. What's wrong?

WENOLOGY.

2009-06-26T14:01:00.003+08:00

HIATUS.

Will be back soon after the end of prelims, maybe O level. I need to get myself away from the lappy and concentrate on my studies, not anything else.

&fret not, you'll always be in my heart, in my right and left ventricle, where the valves would prevent the backflow of blood(:

forever&&always,

believe in yourself wendy you can do it.

Time.

2009-06-26T10:49:00.006+08:00

BIRTHDAY GIRL WOOHOO(L)

&&Gek and Yansan(:

Gek's FOREVER unglam.

This little boy's from the audience and is damn cute!

See the animal?

This woman's damn zai. She can speak lots of languages!

Gek and yansan oh.

Night Safari with gek and yansan yesterday night :D

Took bus there and alighted and bought tickets and applied insect repellent. Hahah. Yansan bought it, kay. Then was just in time to watch the 2030 free animal show and we went to queue for it. Watched, and hooked our little pinkies. And it's to..(for us to know, not for you to find out) :D MUST MUST MUST, kay? Hahahaha.

Walked instead of taking the tram and ya, Gek screamed when we entered the mangrove trail, in which fruit bats are flying FREELY around us, and yes, there's a possibility that they will have skin contact with you! Though harmless, but scary. LOL. High speed flying! Hoho. Yan san's the bravest. Laughs. Went homeat about 10++ and yansan's dad came over to fetch us home. So good right? LOL. Dropped Gek off first, then me. Thanks so much! :D Reached home at 11+ and got scolded by my mum. Gahh. Whatever.

ANDAND, if you wanna tagg, you can click on the 'comments' button below the post(: TYVM.

Just havva a little faith plus a little hard work,

everything, everything would just work out fine.

LOVE YOU, as long as you do.

2009-06-25T12:08:00.009+08:00

Retyping out all the SS and History notes. Time to start memorising 'em, so as to have them stay in my mind. Tiring! :]
Going out again today, to celebrate Gek's birthday :D NIGHT SAFARI. Seriously, I am so going to take photos again. Hahah, Yansan and Gek, tahan the flashes ah! :3

Prelims are only 31 days away.
Jess "Minus away english language and chinese, we only have 20+ days to study one subject, estimated la."
Gosh. Seriously, time's pressing and am so not gonna waste my time here any longer.
Oh, and not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEK AND SERINNA!
The twins! :D

Knowing that I'm still constantly on your mind,

put my heart to ease. Time to get things settled and revision to start. JIAYOU, wendy.

When's the new sems. timetable coming out?

if we hold on together

2009-06-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Just finished studying bio and hope it goes into my head, and stays there. Rahhh. Tired alrd, off to sleeep. Good sweet dreams for me, please?

And I have a sudden craving for Mac's vanilla cone :(
Ahh, foood.

WENDY.

loyalty, be there for me.

2009-06-24T19:57:00.003+08:00

Shopping today, happy-ed :D

Bought 2 tanks and one slipper. LOL. It's so dots right. Ah whatever, nevermindd (:
Bugis street and Bugis Junction's so cool! :3 hahaha. Wide varieties of clothes and food to choose from. Hoho.

Bugis street's damn cool. Cheap cheap tees are selling everywhere! Got my stuffs at a pretty cheap price 8)

-plain black tank with a letter 'W' on it, @ $10

-blue tank with little details and laces, @ $15, with a 25% discount

-brown small polka dots slipper, @ $5

Pretty proud of the things I bought. Hahaha, though simple, but, I bought them after rounds and rounds and rounds of walking :]

Bought $100 along, spent ONLY $20+. IRONY! :B

Whereas cuitian bought damn lot. Laughs. All flowery, omg.

Influenced Glynnis to buy the slipper, and I got angry with her. LOL. With myself, actually. 'Cause I saw one lime green stripped slipper and it's soooooo nice! I wanted it, but sadly, no size for me. ZZZZ. I can't fit in size 5, but Glynnis can. So she bought it, and showed off infront of me. Gahh. Reluctantly chose the brown polka dots one and can't fit in size 8 -_- So asked, and prayed. LOLOL. But luckily, there's a size for me! You know what size? Size 10! ohmygawd. How long can my feet grow? :( Mine's double Glynnis's!!! You know how depressing and ashamed I was? D:

Whotever. The plain black tank with the 'W' infront is mine, and Glynnis bought one with a 'G' infront(G leh! omgomgomg. I kept saying please to get her buy it and wear it. hahahaha. G leh, G you know! :D Whined to Glynnis that why my name doesn't start with a G. Maybe..Germaine? Hoho :3), Eunice bought one with some cute cute cartoon in front and Jess bought one with a cartoon cute cute head infront. Hahaha. G!

So, planned alrd. Next time we go out, I will wear my 'W' tank and Glynnis will wear her 'G' tank.

'W' and 'G' walking together, and go lalalala! :P Whotever. Ignore me, cause you won't know what on earth am I talking cause it don't make sense to you, at all. But, those concerned(*hinthint), take note hah, dropping a super BIG hint on you. Bah.

Okay, enough of my 'W' and 'G' made-up story(:

Having mentioned bringing my camera out in the previous post, of course, PHOTOS :D Not here though, at my FB. I treasure my privacy! Haha. Crap. What's there to talk about privacy in the net? :/

WENDY.

Hang on, wendy.

Having got the latest news on you, felt as though I'd missed out so much,

on you and everything.

can I?

2009-06-23T16:10:00.005+08:00

End of maths hothousing

:D

Shopping tomorrow, bringing my camera along too(: woo.

make-up and smiles hide so much these days.

How sad.

I need to study alrd.

Prelim's weeks away!

GAMBADEH :D

WENDY.

I want to run away, far enough

for you to miss me.

desire-d.

2009-06-22T16:28:00.003+08:00

Hello people :D
Went to some kuku sim lim square and bought my camera. Din't manage to get NIKON, got OLYMPUS instead. Same attractiveness, huge difference in selling price. Got camera can alrd. Heck (:
Paid with my savings = heart pain :(
Whotever. CNY's coming(I know it's long way to go, just shut up)! Hahaha

1st day of maths hot housing today,
Butt pain, bone pain, eye pain. LOL. Sat for hours, butt hurts, bone hurts. Strained my eyes(sat far too behind and the teacher's handwriting's too small.), eye pain.
Serve me right :3
Was bored through out the 'lesson' and felt like sleeping. Did sums, calculations, addition, subtraction, multiplication, division, indices, algebra, numbers. What 'd you expect? It's MATHS hot housing, my dear. Other than numbers, it's still numbers. Okay, plus a few common alphabets like, x, y, a, b, c.
Was given white card and was supposed to raise the card if there's any doubt. But, I din't. Lazy la :B Went to draw on it :XX Wrote 'RETARDATION MODE' and laughed at it. Too much maths! :( Was counting down all the time, and was laughed at by alan tan (inserts kuku face).

Oh, and not to forget, thanks to Shichuan for treating me and Glynnis food. Hahaah. Shared a bowl of 'you mian' with Glynnis and was laughing all the way. Because she's using a small bowl. Get the joke? No? Forget it.

2nd day of maths hot house tomorrow. Oh well, peservere! Go wendy, go! :D

WENDY.

am no maria.

2009-06-19T12:00:00.003+08:00

Shopping with jo ytd.

Not happy, cause walked for a very long time and then nothing really caught my eye.
Tanks, shorts, flats, pumps, shirts, belts. Bought nothing of those and what I did was just to see jo spend $$ and buy things.

Went back home with just one pair of flats and one tee-dress. Not happy though. I want a shopping spree, and I mean, going home with hands full of shopping bags.
24th, and spree, here I come(:
Maybe, that's what I call emotional reliance. Am sad, over nothing actually. But am still sad. And you should understand.

CAMERA :(
CLOTHES :(
MONEY :'(

WENDY.

Acrobatic.

2009-06-18T07:26:00.004+08:00

(photo credit: Khaizuran)

SENTOSA WITH 4/6! :D

Rock manzxzxzx.

Damn lot of details, but lazy to type out la. LOL. Basically, yesterday's weather was the best for sun tanning 8) So, met up, went to sentosa, found a suitable spot(finally) and then, the long-awaited thing - sun tanning oil. WOO! Wanling took the lead and god, it's damn oily and smells like banana. LAUGHS. Applied some, Wanling applied alot, and the guys applied damn damn lot. So much that thier body shines. :B

Went playing in the water and had refused to go down because of one fish. Damn disgusting, so I refused to. But eunice dragged me in and then loved the water. hahaha. played monkey, volley and random random stuffs.

&&am tanned! :D
Oh and not to forget, thanks to zuran for taking photos yea? :D
and eunice for organising this outing :D

WENDY.

Paranoid

2009-06-16T07:37:00.005+08:00

Well, yesterday's post was just another lousy mood of the day(if you had ever bothered to read). I think too much and worry too much, I suppose. Or you can just plainly say that I'm sensitive. Oh whatever.
Went jogging with shichuan yesterday, 8 rounds round the big big park. LOL. Can die. But sweated! Hohoho. Rock on, dude! :D

Going to study later with Glynnis(: Haha. Like seriously, we've got alot of things to talk about. Hah. Andand, hope we can settle down and seriously STUDY. Prelim's just weeks away!

Ps/- just heard from the radio station that year 2009's passing too fast and then do you now think back and wonder, have you achieved your aims and what have you done, meaningfully?(sadly, for me, none. Gosh. I really need to motivate myself again) &&!! Today's PEPSI's birthday(!) Actually is their founder's day. Hahaha. Celebrate PEPSI, people! :D

WENDY.

pointless.

2009-06-15T11:50:00.005+08:00

~~I Felt So Disappointed With Your Nonchalant Attitude.~~

(yes, you can say that I'm unreasonable)

Whotever. I shan't give a damn anymore. Maybe shall hide it in the bottomest of my heart and leave for it to decay and provide nutrients for my heart. But ya' know, and I know, this thing isn't going to be easy. Help me along, friends(:

WENDY.

happary burd-dayy

2009-06-14T12:22:00.002+08:00

How true can this get?

Hi readers and friends, am back(: Just came back home after a 'super-big mission'. Shush. It's meant to be a secret kay :B Hahhaha. Andand, I ate 2 pratas for breakfast and am damn x123456 full now. Feel like vomiting ah :( &&am also down with flu and can't stop sneezing. Great. Tissues in my bin is piling up and hoho, time to replace the 'already-full' plastic bag :S But, why am I telling you guys this? Crap. Okay, you can ignore the wordy and lengthy and meaningless crappy words above :D

Feeling high today, don't know why :D Went to Courts yesterday and saw THE camera 8) It's on bleedin' offer! I want to get it, but ya' know, my MUM. The best one on Earth says NO. So no, for wendy :'( It's so damn bloody cheap!! [okay, for me.] ..But, it's Nikon D40 leh, it's of course inevitably costly right. (inserts kuku face) Oh whatever. It's not mine for now, but it would be mine on the 21st(: WOOHOO.

Had a dream last night. When I woke up, and think about the dream, can't help but laugh and shake my head at it's increditability(?). Care to listen? Here I go!

-was waiting for my O level results

-results came and I tore the envelope and realised I flunked my english and maths

-Cried, then some person came over(Idk who the hell he is. Looked like some lawyer :3) and took the result slip from me

-asked for my name and I told him

-then he said that the result is not mine

-that means I tore and read the wrong result slip!

OMG. Kuku right? Lousy dream la. Return me my part II :8) I want my part II lahhh..hahaha.

Kay am crazy. Time to check my wardrobe and see, what I need to buy on 24th and come up with a shopping list, within MY budget. Which is confirm <$50 la. I broke alrdddddd :'(

Yes, I need money.

WENDY.

bring me back on Earth

2009-06-12T09:10:00.003+08:00

(:

Looking forward to:
1) 20th (buying my cameraaaaaa!!!)
2)24th (shopping with cuitian, jess, eunice and glynnis!!!!)

Woohoo(:

Am going to study alrd! Not to the extent of mugging, but will be studying at times to make sure I don't disappoint myself. HOHO.

Bye peeps, and take care!

WENDY.

believe in me.

2009-06-11T10:10:00.002+08:00

Went to Glynnis's house after the maths thing. Played Monopoly, Game of life and Twister. 8)

This is my car! Twins and daughter. hoho. and am the first one to retire! :D

ShiChuan ah ShiChuan. LOL. He's laughing at the joke we made.
And in error, he drank my vitasoy -_-
JOKER ah, seriously.

Fun day out(: someday, we'll have this level of fun right? No, it should be more extreme than this! :D 'Ponned' English lesson today! LOL. Cause he din't call me, asking me to go back. Therefore, am here blogging and then they are there studying. :B

Just let our friendship endure the rough patches of time, and I believe, our friendship will grow after the 'torture' and of course, ourselves(: Till I bought my camera, I'll stead you out(and rainbowgroup) and have all the time to ourselves and cam-whore and get crazy and taste those sweet memories back :D &&am looking forward to that day(: Stay positive and happy, cause when you're sad, am feeling it too. Cheer up, my bestest friend forever. And I really mean, FOREVER.

WENDY.

somewhere over the rainbow

2009-06-10T07:58:00.004+08:00

How sad, if there comes a day, I can't regonise who you are, and how important you were to me, and how, how would I live? You are part of me, part of my joys and sorrows and maybe, anger. But now, when I sit, reminsing about the past, I seemed to forget all the lovely memories we had. I tried hard, very hard to catch back those happy memories, and tried even harder, to know you more. Or even to get back the old familiar stare we gave each other in the past. Where has all these gone to? Blue skies, white clouds, tall trees, green grasses. All hadn't changed abit. But what about us? Everything changed. And the only hope of me hanging on to this precious friendship is my undying faith. How I wish that you would forgive all my shortcomings and treat me as how you would, months ago. Things are changing so fast and yes, I hadn't had enough time to realise what's happening, not to mention having the strength and ability to change the facts. I hate this kay, like seriously, how I wish the world would be only of me and you, and we'll can have all the time to ourselves, taking the world in our stride, and embracing every moment of our lost friendship. Maybe, I had made a wrong move by telling you how I felt towards your friends and even, asking you to neglect them, causing you so much trouble and sorrows and unhappiness. But, I thought everything was because of them and mine. We both led our own life, and there's one day that we realised that, hey, I'm missing her. Yes, I feel this way..do you, friend? However hard the road to repairing our friendship would be, however tiring it would cause us both, I know, you and me, both, would never give up the years of..BFF we had, right?

And I'm waiting, waiting patiently for the day, when we can have everything to ourselves. I hope life will treat you kind And I hope you'll have all you've dreamed of. and I wish you joy and happiness. But above all this, I wish you love. BFF, my beloved.

WENDY.

stir-fry you and sizzle 'em in my brain.

2009-06-09T14:23:00.006+08:00

NIKON D40(L)

Am getting it kay? Definate. Woohoo. :)

Am getting crazier as days goes by. Hoho. At school, saw Glynnis, and started crapping with her. About her and __ and me and __ and __ and __. Kaypoh kaypoh ah. I don't want tell you leh :D

Fantasies and fantasise and fantasy(: Dream, dreams, dreaming. Wish, wishes, wished. How I wish all would come true! :( Ya, when it's back to reality, I can't help but laugh at how silly am I to think THAT far. Stupid wendy.

Been drifting in and out of reality and fantasy recently and it's getting so real and often that sometimes I wonder, who am I, what am I, where should I be, what should I really be doing. Gahh. Stupid stupid stupid. Saying 'Iloveyou' to my beloved(s) but hey, did I say it to you? Despo, mad, naive. Cause it'll never happen right? shush, wendy. Stop being a baby.

'Dreams are dreams, which will never come true'

But...if we wish hard enough, and pray sincerly enough, dreams..will come true, right? Say yes, cause I hate the truth. However, truth is always the thing that keeps you alive and fighting.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

Someday, soon enough, I'll turn this particular special dream+wish of mine to reality. Just you wait and see. 'Cause, I'll fight for what I believe is mine and not yours. Not yours, bitch. Back off.

WENDY.

nah nah nah, a little longer.

2009-06-07T12:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPy and saTISfied :D

Fundfair(funfair) was finally over yesterday! WOOSH! No photos ah, sorry. Was busy acting as animal and scaring people and wipping sweat and running around the school in search of graduated seniors and running around the maze and entertaining myself and Glynnis and finally, busy hugging people whom needed comfort. :D Busy yet fullfilling. But when it comes to the end of the fundfair, WOO!
"1..2..3!"
Then all rush into the classroom and 'whack', tore, kicked the partitions and tables down. WasCRAZY :B Playing like MAD until we heard alan tan shouting. [I can't make out what on Earth was he saying -_-] Then stop lor. TSK. Went to 'tear down' the dividers and fork, I scraped my leg -_- One 2cm scar across my leg, situated directly under my very obvious mole -_- How nice!

Was actually a small cut but being me, I made a big fuss about it(: hahah. I screamed here and there, and ended up having alan tan carry the million ton dividers for me. HOHOHO. I won :D

saw damn lot of graduated seniors, let me think, who did I saw?
-cheeyang
-edwin
-yuansheng
-nury
-jannah
-zakkiyan
(:
waved to only yuansheng, though. hahaha. LOSER.

Hugged Glynnis, Eunice yesterday(: Love them ah. Both super shagg. GAH. Nevermind, got me! :DD
Secrets secrets secrets, gossips gossips gossips(:
What a lovely day, isn't it?

WENDY.

what's enough IS enough.

2009-06-04T19:32:00.003+08:00

哭累了，不哭了
恨倦了，不恨了
想多了，不想了
哭多了，想笑了
想多了，想撇了
恨多了，想爱了

Funfair is almost coming and I can smell the _____ air of it. ANIMAL, am I. :D Love the job! But due to some _____ things, the job is no longer as exciting as it seems alrd. And yes, am damn angry and frustrated and disappointed with it. Because, it has longgggggggg defitted the joy and excitment of the job :(

Oh whatever. Tomorrow's just the touch-ups and TADA! done(:

&&not forgetting, this is for my dearest Izra:
I LOVE YOU TOO, kay? :D I did NOT look at you as though I hated you la. TSK. Is you everytime stare stare me right? TSKTSKTSK. Well, since it's this
way, we SHOULD AND MUST catch up REAL SOON. Because am missing you so much alrd
la. At the rate this is going, I think I can die alrd!!! :B
Nah, here's a flying kiss to you.
Catch it, my dearest lover!
:D

WENDY.

IZRA.

2009-06-02T20:48:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

So near yet so far, how is life going on for you, my dear friend?

Seeing each other everyday but yet no more topics to talk about. Do you know how sad and depressing and disappointing it feels? I think you do. Whatever happened between us? I don't know, but I want to know.

Gosh. I think everything will change for the better when time and studies arn't so tight..right?

I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH. As much as the kite misses its string.

WENDY.

wo shi superman, ni shi loser~!

2009-06-02T18:41:00.003+08:00

Take it or leave it.

What was believed to be true now turned into a well-madeup fairytale. How Great.

Give up alrd la
Give up alrd la
Give up alrd la
Bitch and fallen superman.
DAMNDAMNDAMN.

Tried veryveryvery hard to cry in class today but haiii, CAN'T. What is this la? want to cry cannot cry, don't want cry ending up crying like crazy. What's wrong with the world..? Or..is it me?
I. L.O.V.E. G.L.Y.N.N.I.S. :D
why?
Because she lent me her phone and allowed me to take random photos with her camera!!! *screams* ROCK LA KAY!? Cause my hadphone no batt alrd :P
"I spam your memory ah"
"spam la! I got 1GB memory leh"
*Shows teeth and raises eyebrow*
"you want take la, go use go use"
"nevermind one mah."
"you say one ah. THANKS!!!"

and I went arnd snapping photos of ALMOST everything and anything :D
Going to take the photos from her tomorrow!!! Don't delete hor!
Ohohoh, got JOKE[inside joke la]
"Hi. Who are you."
*hit table and laugh*
[kay I can see you go 'huh' alrd. Tell you inside joke alrd right? TSK.]

Knee hurts like maddddddddddddddddddddddd. Save me :(

[I think I've been giving away way tooooooooooo much love to my readers alrd. That's why am deprived of it. Tsk. Kay, love no more. AWWWWWW..too bad!]

WENDY.

Stagnant.

2009-05-31T11:19:00.004+08:00

o1o6o9(:

JIAYOU!!!

hand hurts like mad after hours of badminton and hiong badminton with eunice :O

but fun fun fun ah(:

I want my A1 so I will jiayouuuuu(:

&&,I want a camera so badly.

[/edited]

am amazed at Maran's work or drawing and colouring. Oh gosh.

Cried a little in class on Friday, because someone BLACKMAILED me with some horrible past I had. Cried a little, laughed a lot. Something's very very wrong with me. Finally experienced the feeling of crying and laughing at the same time and it seems all so wrong. I swear I only cried a little. Roughly about...20-30 drops of tears? haha. NOOB. But it's all because of you? God damn it. This is crazy, absolutely crazy. This isn't right, because it seems wrong, from the start. This is shit. Bullshit.

Love,

wendyy(:

let it be anything you wished for.

2009-05-28T18:49:00.003+08:00

Eye contacts, conversations, silent golden moments. How sweet can it get?

HOTHOUSING IS FINALLY OVER! :D
but that symbolises the quickened arrival of chinese O's . My aim, my hope, my dream. I need to get THAT A1. Suppressed.

Did you ever felt somewhat empty even though the person you wanted to see is standing directly in front of you? The feeling of being so near but so far is getting so real to me that is scares me.
Scarred and pathetic, am I.

Love,
wendyy(:

BITCH.

2009-05-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

played some game with crystal wanling shichuan eunice glynnis and jiahui just now.

super fun! :DD

one more day to the end of hothousing ,

4 more days to chinese O's,

10 more days to funfair!

I realised I love counting down to days I anticipate.

Love,

wendyy(:

jiayou jiayou jiayou!

2009-05-25T17:47:00.002+08:00

HOTHOUSING IS TORTURE. I swear.

First day was shit. paper 1 before recess, paper 2 after recess. and this will continue for 4 days! OH BOYYYYYY.

Catholic's today,

Cedar's tomorrow.

HOHOHOHOHE. Get ready to face grim reaper.

060609, wait for me kay! :D

I can't wait for this day ah. Yah, siao alrd. I love being busy, cause it makes me feel fullfiling 8D

010609 & 060609, 等等我!!!!

Love,

wendyy(:

kinder joy joy joy!

2009-05-22T19:06:00.003+08:00

See? our table. so messy, full of books(:

Bushy bushy leaves behind class. Forest! 8)

vanessa's toy. Am obsessed with it. Gahh.

See vanessa! haha.the pen has those smiley face that would pop out. Cute!

vanessa and wanling. hah. That's Jeshua's camera(:

night class night class night class((:

(L)

won't be updating that often now, cause of Hot housing and O level chi and prelims.

Woo.

Mug.

Love,

Wendyy(:

little fish swimming in the deep blue ocean.

2009-05-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

captian's ball for PE, practice paper for chinese, slacked through maths, heredity for AEP.
mac for breakfast, bee hoon for recess, subway cookies for lunch.
F.O.O.D.
8D

Studies = tired
slack = tired
stone = tired
night class = tired
Gahh.
Enough of whining and _____.

Life at school's still so routined. Getting bored alrd. NEW TIMETABLE! faster come leh :B
O level MT coming in about 1week+ time? Oh boy, JIAYOU people(:

Love,
wendyy(:

say it say it say it

2009-05-13T15:17:00.001+08:00

Sick,

2days MC.

fill my heart with love from the missing part of you.

2009-05-11T20:49:00.005+08:00

JANG! eunice & glynnis & cuitian & jesslyn rock!!! :DD
(L)(L)(L)

mother's day cake! :D

me, glynnis, eunice, jesslyn, cuitian(:

Jesslyn act tall huh? Tsk.

Cuitian;s bangalah,

mine's international.

HOHO.

*inside joke*

LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM LA :D

love,

wendyy(:

For everything you did, it was buried in my heart.

2009-05-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

And finally, it's the end of the week today(:
God bless. Have had a hectic + chaotic + emo-ic week. Days are getting crazy. There are days where I got emo, days where I got super high. Crazy-ness. Gahh.

However hectic days are, it's all over. But the cycle will return after the 3 days long break and ahhah, time to mug for chinese Os. Be it hectic-ness or busy-ness, I enjoyed myself. Be it emo-ness or happiness, I wouldn't mind sinking into it over and over again. Hectic but fulfilling, perfect(:

Oh, time to share a joke to put a smile on your faces okay?
[mdm mok was passing some atom model around the class]
[passed till jiahui and sarah there, jiahui started playing with it]
mdm mok "Eh jiahui, stop playing okay! the model is for you all to see and find the carbon atoms! Not for you to play and go KLACK KLACK KLACK!!!"

Gah gah gah. & I started laughing like some crazy woman for nearly one full period. Glynnis, weijie, vanessa and Haziq thought I was mad. Like seriously, I couldn't stop.
You should've seen her expression when she says that. Jitao laugh sehh :D
COOL.
mdm mok ah, mdm mok
8)

Mother's Day tomorrow, enjoy yourself people((:

Love,
Wendyy(:

Bitter-sweet sodium chloride

2009-05-04T17:39:00.003+08:00

Hello people :D
Swine flu is attacking and wiping the people of Earth out one by one :B Gosh. HYGIENE!! Went to chool this morning and got shocked. LAUGHS. Teachers were standing at the corridoor and were all wearing masks O.o made me scared sia. OMG.

Then went to class and blah blah blah. Shi chuan was emo the whole day and nothing made him smile manzxzx. Come on, CHEERUP, SHI CHUAN :D [although I know you are not able to see this but heck, I cared(:]
Chinese was practically laughing away - at people's past years photos :D weijie was superrrrrrrr fat! OMG. But damn, he slimmed down alot alot alot. GAhh. Chinese result was ___. Dint expect to do well in this anyway :3
\

Currently in NYP's website and Woo! I love there 8)

Love,
wendyy(:

Thw waterfall sunshine.

2009-05-02T19:13:00.008+08:00

Had steamboat today((:

Yum. Although I ate only the veggies - cabbage, some veggie, mushrooms :D

So, early morning, 11am met Boyu at CCK mrt station and MRT-ed to City Hall. Talked all the way and couldn't help laughing my head off. He damn entertaining la! OMG. Saw a little ang moh girl and oh-my-God! She's super uber cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She kept looking at me sehh. Hahahahaha. I got toddlers attracted to me! :D Her eyes was like brownish, with blonde hair. Oh-my-God. Love her la 8D [Yes yes, I'm crazy over little kids who look so cute.]

Then reached City Hall, went out and immediately saw Lover and Jing Xian :D They looked so miserable with the half full bag they had :P So accompanied with them to return the donation bag, then saw alot of unitians. Hahaha. I dint know 4/4 was also doing it. Then we walked to Marina Bay and ate! [photos later okay?]

We ordered 4 hotpots and to try different tastes, we ordered chicken and seafood. For the soup base, we ordered kimchi, fish broth, chicken broth and Tom Yum. I took kimchi, Boyu took fish broth, Jing Xian took chicken broth and lover took Tom Yum. We left out Herbal because we thought that it would taste weird. Food came. I was like "oh shit." when I saw the uncooked stuffs. I jitao want to vomit sehh. The chicken. Oh my God!!!!!! It's so damn raw and it stinks. *pukes* So I gave that wtf face to Boyu and then he volunteered to eat the chicken. Wahh heng seh. If not I think I sure vomit alrd. So I ate all his veggies and he ate all my chicken. Thanks!! :D

We spent a total of 1hr++ to finish everything and laughed all the way. Kimchi soup base was omg damn spicy. Not nice. Tom Yum was actually nice. But the more you drink, the more salty it becomes. I dint drink any of the soup bases as I alrd very full :S

So left, walked arnd and then went to someplace to take neoprints[photos later also.]. LAUGHS. So long never take alrd lor. So weird :B

After taking, went Mac and ate MacFlurry and gossiped :3 Talked about our future, what will become of us when we grow up and blah. Made a pact between the 4 of us that will stand-up :D secret secret. *winks*

Then after that took 190 back to CCK. Otw back, saw some super unpleasent scene and felt disgusted.[read more? Visit my livejournal] Then bus-ed back, reached CCK and went Lot1 to take away KFC. Saw my old-long-lost friend and tried to get his attention but failed. Whatever :B

Then bus-ed back home, with Jing Xian and lover accompanying me :D Thank youuuuuuuuuu :DD

Had a super enjoyable day. Thank you guys :D

Photos:

The reciept!

One of the many neoprints.

2nd one,

I think this is the best(:

Btw I looked like some ghost in it. so damn white D:

Jap money

Singapore flyer! [okay I know, suaku :P]

Neh, the chicken. OMG la, see liao also want vomit D:

The 4 hotpots (:

Look at the meat. Oh my gawdddddddddddd :X

That's Boyu's seafood.

----------

Love,

Wendyy(:

forget denial, stay in reality.

2009-05-01T11:08:00.003+08:00

STEAMBOAT

Date with lover(ah gek oh) and jingxian and boyu tomorrow(: Makan steamboat! :D

PS/no meat for me okay? I am a vegetarian :P

Lover! Faster send me the details lehh. I cant wait!

I want to have heart to heart talk with lover! So long never see each other alrd. Same school somemore. Plus plus hadn't had some really longgggggggggggg talk for nearly one month! :O Gahh. What is this?

Lover called me yesterday and talked about everything and anything. From studies to stress to marriage to doom's day to giving birth and of course, gossips! Had to hang up because I had to cook dinner :( Sorry aaye.

PS/Lover is the new name for Gek-neh(:

Love,

wendyy(:

It was the faith that made me believe everything.

elastic minds, zombified brains.

2009-04-30T15:01:00.003+08:00

Thursday:
P.Bio - completed chapter 17! (yay-ness. I dislike that chapter)
Eng + CE - Teacher din't come, dicussed about funfair stuffs.
Recess - Ate, Atiroh commented about my hair and I chatted with Josephine on shirts and dresses and skirts(: How womanly are we :3
Chem - Practised Skill 3 for SPA. I couldn't do it :(
Humans - SBQ AGAIN!
Maths - Went through homework.

Bell rang, homed(:

I know I know, my posts are getting bored and I kept posting the same old thing again and again and again. Bear with it. My days are always like this: Wake up, school-ed, home-ed, sleep + eat shit sleep. See?
:>
Will be back with more interesting posts(:

Love,
wendyy(:

you came like a knight in shiny silvery suit and I thought I was the luckiest one.

and then you did the turn-back.

2009-04-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

90 more days, 2160 more hours, 129600 more mins, 7776000 more seconds to Prelim.
:/
whatthegay.
Jiayou, sec4s&5. MUG(:

What happened today was basically:

Maths - went through homework. (dint really listened because alrd decided to give up AM)
Chi - Slacked, chatted with many people(:
CE - discussed about the funfair thing, went through CE file
Chem - Did my own filing andcopied some notes
Recess - Ate. While queing(?), one superrrrrrrrrrrr loud thunder roared and I felt my heart leaped. CRAZY WEATHER nowadays. Treasure the Earth, people.
Bio - SPA(celery and chalk. Damn. I drew my graph wrongly. GG)
Eng - Discussed about some random stuffs
Humanities - SBQ, SBQ and still SBQ :/
AEP:
Mother Tongue - Did Mock test, confirm die. Idk how to do :(

Went home(:

Talked with Jeshua about super heros and stuffs, realised that I only know Batman, Superman and Spiderman. I din't know that Woverine was/is a guy :3 Laugh all you want, girls don't need to know that much about superheros right??
:D

Nothing much to say, but I love my seat. So nice. Although it can get quite hot and stuffy at times la(:

Love,
wendyy(:

sinking deeper and deeper, and you came like a life bouyant.

Lend me your hand.

2009-04-25T08:57:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS HAPPY POH DAY!
:D
happy 16(:

PTC:
met NSH and she was like "chinese doing very well. hope you can maintain or even get A1. But then your both maths and chemistry seems lagging behind. may I know what's the problem?"
*looks at me*
*stares back, took a deep deep breath*
*jitao shoot back*
"I got work hard leh. see the comments, diligent girl. But then what the teacher says can't get into my mind. Not only me. Others also. Except for those super clever ones which are like only 3-4 people?"
*stones*
*she shoots back*
*I shoot back*
and this continued for about 5-10 mins then she went to talk to my mum and then says "she looks like a very obedient girl."
Wah piang. I immediately give that O.o face to my mum.
LOL.

This not really PTC lor. should be STC[student teacher conference] :3 because my mum kept mum for the whole 20mins and spoke up to no more than 10 sentences. see?
I POWER.
LAUGHS.

After talking, got those survey form. Went aside and wrote, then went to give her back.
She took the paper and gave me that >: face.
I shoot back at her with that (: face. Hahahaha.

Okay la. enough. But she very good lor. Got tell me how to write notes. Got any problem can go find her. WOO!
:D

Then after that went off to eat. My mum ate and I dint. Felt like vomitting for the whole day :S Stared at her as she ate and then went home.
:B

Love,
Wendyy(:

Bloody Bird cage.

2009-04-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VANESSA AND MARAN DAY!

(they have their birthdays on the same day)

Today is another draggy day but thank God, periods are in 30mins, compared to normal days whereby periods are in 35mins. Have had Chemistry Prac today. played around with eggshells and not chemicals.

Photos:

(not in order)

starting apparatus - cotton wool, shell XandY, conical flask, HCl

Shell Y started bubbling and lasted 14.?? mins.

Shell X started bubbling and lasted 3.14mins

and so it looked like this.

ChenHan playing with the cock and the gas syringe stuffs. The cock will fly up! :3

End product of Shell X. I swear it looks like vomit!

JANG! Glynnis playing with the cotton wool.

and kept saying 'ou duan si lian'(in chinese)

I think measuring gas would be better although it's like so troublesome. But better than us sitting and staring and waiting like some gundus :B

Then after school went Lot1 with Glynnis, Crystal, Cheryl(?), Esther and WanLing. Ate Mos and talked cock. WanLing saw some little worm and had a super big reaction and many people stared. LAUGHS. I couldn't see the worm, but Glynnis described it as though some disguting freak. hahahahah.

Went to check out the person my mum is seeing later on and it turned out to be NSH(chi HOD). HENG! cause she speaks chinese, my mum speaks chinese and YAY. Win-Win(: The person behind me is YanPing. WOO!

PTC later, shall post bout it :D

love,

wendyy(:

fool me.

2009-04-23T15:43:00.003+08:00

control.

Complete control please.

school on Thursday is simply _____. [use any noun(:]
bio lesson - mdm aishah dint come
eng + CE - going through of test papers. (got to know an awful truth of the management of the FunFair. damn.)
recess - ate + talking about prom and stuffs
chem - go through alkanes worksheet + naggings
humanities - mdm karmillia in charge of NE thing, changed to Miss Patricia Koh. [no more sweets! ):]
maths - din't listen to lesson at all.(I swear. was busy with some other stuffs.)
How draggy!
:/
But thank God that there's no AEP on thursday and when the bell rings and the clock strikes 2.10pm and I would go YAY and ching pack my bag and go home and bathe and use lappy and don't need to stay in school for AEP like other classes(:

weetohweet.

soso tomorrow would be parent-meet-the-teachers-HOD-viceprincipal day [simplified as PTC]

sadded la. still need to wear school-related shirts! woo. let's see how my mum copes. She can't speak English, for God's sake! :B
GG alrd oh.

love,
Wendyy(:

Nothing lasts forever.

2009-04-22T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hello people(:
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKSON!
(2104)
bash-ed.
:D

So am finally back. LAUGHS. AEP extended to 2hrs alrd, going to kill me alrd :3 especially bio. 2hrs = death trial :/ cause it's all theory and oh gosh. I cant get the difference between ovulation and menstruation, despite eunice glynnis and mdm Aishah had explained to me. ZZZ. Then menstrual cycle and whatever gland here gland there and oestrogen progesterone lutenising homones and stuffs. DEAD.
:(
I hate chapter 17 sehhs. Ugh.

ohwhatever. *waves hand*
Am going to prom
Am going to get tanned
Am going to have chalets
Am going to WWW
Am going to Escape
Am going to have sleepovers
Am going to have long long long hair
Am going to get my hair brown-ed(by tanning)
Am going to get new clothes
Am going to learn makeup
Am going to learn new hairstyles
Am going to take lots lots lots of photos
Am going to go mad
After O levels
:B *chey*
Am going to mug for Os and prelims.
Don't know when
:P *rolls eye*

shhh. Don't laugh at me. I can see you laughing alrd.
(:

hey hey, I've got a pocket full of sunshine! (okay this is random)
But have been venting my anger and frustrations on pieces and pieces and pieces of USED papers and thanks to Glynnis that I can share my worries and emotions and thinkings with her. I LOVE HER LA! (L)(L)(L) :D(Glynnis see this?)
Scribbling on papers helps to remove feelings of anger and frustrations.
Trust me, it works!
(:

Love,
wendyy(:

ps. I think wearing contacts makes my eyelashes grow longer! :D

Suave.

2009-04-19T12:13:00.005+08:00

Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG WEI JIE!
(1804)
:D

(will be a long update, yea?)
1704 - Friday
After school, had AEP(maths). Blah blah blah, then ended. Then suddenly someone suggested going to WeiJie's house to watch show, and so I tagged along(: Firstly, went to Glynnis' house and brought her discs to WeiJie's house. LAUGHS. So reached his house alrd, shocked that his father was at home. :3 Then settled laugh here laugh there, Geo, ShiChuan, Kevin, WeiJie, WanLing went to play guitar hero/use laptop. Then, me, Eunice, Glynnis, Jackson watched the show - 1000 feet(or 100feet, something like that la). starting is damn damn boring. Then reached the middle part, where the ghost/spirit came out or something like that. superrrr scary and damn bloody. I swear. superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bloody. *vomits* Then, the ending is *roll eyes* la. so _______.
:B
&oh, thanks to WeiJie's dad for buying drinks and snacks for us. hahaha. So good la, him(:

1804 - Saturday
Some went for CIP - Flagday. I was sleeping(: Then i needed to go up to my grandma house and thought that I would bump into them at CCK but awwwwww, too bad. They were at Jurong. LAUGHS. WeiJie and Jackson had diarrohea(?) because of some milk. hahah. Get well soon(:

&jang,
retaking of 2.4Km next tuesday. Oh boy. (Ps. I failed by a few seconds only! *rolls eye*)

School is getting more and more stressful alrd. With AEP lasting 1hr longer is enough to make me go mad. Imagine having a 2hr lesson with mdm mok and mr tan. OMG. kill me please :(
andand I hadn't told my mum about needing to meet the VP if you failed 4subjs or more. Idk how to break the news to her manzxzxzx D: This mid-year is total ____.(use your imagination) Hope and pray that I will pass my prelims and Os and stuffs, yea. Damn. Time to really love mdm Mok's lesson
8D

love,
wendyy(:

2009-04-16T16:02:00.001+08:00

CLING.
and get a life, wendy.

Free me.

2009-04-11T16:06:00.001+08:00

Regret and jealously.
How great.

2009-04-11T10:29:00.002+08:00

Hello people, guess I'm feeling better (:
so, went to the doctor yesterday because of some stupid eye infection. ZZZ. so spent $50 on some medicine and alot of antibiotics :3

Was meant to meet Gek Hwee this morning @ 0600 but ended up I could not go because of the side effects of the medicine --super swollen eye. GG :(
So right now, I think that they are having damn lots of fun. ZZZ. I want to go! D: 8 stories high leh! :B
Yea, fine, stop procrastinating(?)(:

Dearie Eye,
Plese get well now. It's not fun to be swollen all the time, you know?

love,
wendyy(:

tell me.

2009-04-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

Leave me alone.
Tyvm.

and oh, thanks for relinking(:

love,
wendyy(: